Exhaustion. Frustration. Fatigue. Want it to be over.
I’m not going to lie. I’m exhausted. Day 21 didn’t help. I left home at 3:30am to cycle to the airport (46km). I flew to Melbourne and back for work. The delay on the flight home meant we didn’t land until after 7pm. I still had 54km to ride.
The ride home brought me to tears. I’m not going to lie about it. My front derailleur cable snapped again. My rear derailleur stopped indexing for a while (it came good just before home) so I was reduced to riding single speed.
At 91.5km I passed my street. I knew I could just turn left and it would all be over in 1km. But I kept riding. It took everything I had to force myself to ride those last 8.5km and not give in.
Today (day 22) is Friday. I just have to get through it. Saturday I will sleep in and do my ride in the afternoon / evening. I hope that will help me refocus and recover a big for the final push. More than anything, I hope my bike holds together because I don’t want to have to resort to the Purple Monster or mess around with getting my bike to / from the bike shop.
Total: 100.3km cycling
Cycling for Hope cumulative total: 2,130.9km
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